I’m not perfect …

 I know im not perfect because my dad ran out on me  and my mom, if i was perfect he wouldnt have, im not perfect becaue i have made more mistakes then any one i know, im not perfect cause i lost my virginity to some guy who treated me like shit . i dated a guy for a year, the whole relationship was an abusive relationship and i could have gotten out at any time but i didnt, im not perfect cause i have ugly teeeth, i have ugly eyes, an ugly face and an ugly body, im not perfect cause i fuck it up with everybody, im not perfect because im scared. im not perfect because of the cuts, im not perfect, because im too skinny, im not perfect because i let things get to me, im not perfect because i cant keep people in my life. because i always push them away, im not perfect because i get litterly beat by my sister, im not perfect cause my mom hates me. im not perfect because my family hates me and is asshamed of me, im not perfect because i have anixity and depression, im not perfect because i have really bad panic attakcs really easy, im not perfect for so many reasons, im emotionaly and mentally  ruined, 

 but you would never guess that would you? no because it been like this for so long, im used to hiding it.

my childhood.
  • Drake: You calling me a liar?!
  • Josh: I ain't calling you a truther!
  • Josh: You want a mouth full of fist?!
  • Drake: You want a butt full of foot?!
  • Josh: I hope you go bald!
  • Drake: I hope they cancel Oprah!
  • Josh: *GASP* You take that back!